💔IF I DIDN’T LOVE YOU, I WOULD STAY

Good morning, dear reader; surely today you’re thinking this title is wrong, because read like this, it seems like a contradiction, but wait to see how it unfolds...

IF I DIDN’T LOVE YOU, I WOULD STAY.

I love you, deeply, enough to stop searching for you, to stop writing to you, to stop waiting for you.

I have understood that you don’t love me, that waiting for the day you miss me and come looking for me is exhausting; waiting for something that will not happen, because if it did, you would be with me just for my stubbornness in wanting to feel your kisses, even if they don’t belong to me.

I leave you in peace, I free you from my constant insistence...

I won’t look for you again, even though it pains my soul not to know anything more about you. I have decided not to wait for the day you suddenly feel like missing me and wanting to look at me. Sorry if I was irritating sometimes.

Despite the many times I wanted to hug you, kiss you, and feel you, I free you from my pressure to ask you to see me, because with your constant answers of: “I can’t,” “Not today,” “I don’t have time,” it’s more than obvious that you don’t want to be with me. And you know what? Partly, even if you don’t believe it, I’m glad you don’t feel the same for me.

Because it’s sad to miss someone you can’t have every time the cold loneliness burns you... and I loved you too much to want to prevent you from feeling that pain of loving me and not even being able to feel me sometimes, feeling the broken heart and the soul shattered. It’s the worst feeling when love is not returned.

I love you so much, enough to decide today to walk away. And even if half of my life stays with you, this time I decide to say GOODBYE.

Simply, GOODBYE.

Receive a hug from the heart and remember to share.

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